Now I’m all yours, I’m not afraid
And you’re all mine, say what they may
And all your love I’ll take to the grave
And all my life starts now
2:16 am.
I’m kinda sleepy right now, debating with the inner me whether to sleep or to continue revision.
I seriously hate exams!
I am so sick and tired of the exams. I feel like I have taken a million of papers and there are more to come in my life. Why can’t life be simpler?
Every time I study for the exams, I feel this incredible rage when there are so much more to revise.
There was a time where I actually liked exams because I always managed to do well in them. But I don’t know since when I feel frustrated whenever I have to study for them. Its like a never ending piece of homework, when you have to do revision for the whole month on your own. When the exams date draws closer, the more panicky I feel but at the same time I can’t seemed to start the subject that I hate the most.
Investment (Maths). I remembered a time when I did have love for the subject and I don’t know since when that love disappear. Now when I touch Maths I get sleepy and irritable and scared at the same time because I know that if I don’t revise for it thoroughly this time, I will flunk it again.
I know Ranting on and on does me no good but then again I don’t have someone to tell these crap about. Everyone’s advise will be you can do it, its your last year in school, try and enjoy it as much as possible, its easy to say all these, but they are not the ones actually sitting for the paper. Maths subjects blanked my mind out totally when I am in the exams hall and I am so afraid that it will happen and I will not be as lucky as before. And whats more interesting is that birthday = maths paper. How lucky is that…
I think I learnt it the hard way. When that person was always there, I took it for granted but now I crave the tiny amount of attention I can get from..
I hate having self shots but I may like taking pictures of other stuff. Thinking about getting a camera~
(Source: weheartit.com)
